I'm very unwise. Hedonistic. Less than two more weeks, its idiotic that we don't have a study break.

is it enough, is it enough to be sunny and dumb

So got the boy who knew too much. Kinda messy but oh well.

Vocals still rock. Yay love it love it.

By the looks of it promos are gonna be nasty.

Not gonna get the amusing kinda rise from mum and dad.

If you asked me to describe myself, I'd say I was ordinary and wussy.

and we all fall down

Cute eh. Introducing new best friend(cousin's dog)! Dogs are so count on-able.

My new neighbours are making me miss being a child. Yesterday they ran around a tiny fire, burning cards. The day before that they played army. Damn I miss that.

sigh

Flunked both papers.
GP, most important subject. Can't imagine.
Papa's disappointment. Wrote like a retard with a capital T.
[insert melodramatic gulp and stare into space@.@]
Like my worst fuckingcuntlicking essay. Whattheshit is wrong with me.
And guessing they won't moderate because..Well just because. RAWR.
!#^&*(%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chinese. Why didn't I take malay goddamnit. Can't even read the knn karate noodle neverland question.

Splitting head. Tired.
Think I've made even more progress with indon than in my whole ten years of chinese education.
On brightside. Have a whole bunch of copics. Yay thanks peggysue. Thanks alot.
Yest, very strange day. Accquaintance from lit offers and prints us extra notes.
Asked nothing in return for his effort. Hands over notes with kind smile, nothing but.
Then I also drop files in the sink in girls toilet(daily dose of klutzicism).
And some random girl picks them up and starts wiping them dry. All the while she keeps
her head lowered and doesn't utter a word.

And when I say random I mean really random like I don't know her or any of her friends.
The wonders of quiet humble kind people.

People we don't even notice everyday for the want of flashy items or a pretty face.

BAD POSTURE. Deteriorating, look like shit in shit in faeces in turd in poop in crap in.

Run. Dance. Cycle. Excercise. Paint. Don't waste energy making small pretentious talk(not refering to anyone at the mo).

The world makes sense again.

Oh and Mass comm never looked so good.

Feeling really I don't know,

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Disjointed? K bye gotta get over it and try to salvage other subjects. Peace.

it cracks and barks like primal music

Ponned today, did work the whole day, and still not finished. Looks like there isn't gonna be any sleep tonight. Java chip...@.@ ): And a better faster brain.

cos it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

Its paining! Arhhh. So I spent last night talking to the dog, coming to conclude what a sucky, uncaring horrible barnicle(yes, I finally came up with a word to describe the incurable clinginess) I've been. But God does it hurt to not be able to tell him how grateful I am for all the things he's done for me, and to not be able to do anything in return.

Rawr okay enough moping, gonna do work now. One essay done, four more to go. And I'm not gonna get it done by sitting here complaining. SO BYE PEACE OUT.

Birthday kisses! Bappy hirthday to one of the first friends I made in Yj.^^ We were supposed to have potluck so I made her a casserole. But thankfully that was consumed by chance(I ate it after half a day of attempting abstinence), cos we didn't do the potluck thing in the end. Hope she liked the surprise we gave her hehehe. Walked an unnatural amount, got even more tanned(I give up trying to get fair again! Hmf.). Went to Dad's for the first time since he moved into the new place. It has an awesome huge window with a great view of orchard. Oh and thmubs up for District 9!

Just hang around and you'll see

Lyrics off "Sometimes" by Britney that I really like./Bloody dream theory is infallible. Like a curse, god I am so angry. It better break some day./I need to have a reunion with zara and topshop, cotton on makes me sick, I am tired of mending holes in their fucked up fabric/Pasta!:D/Gel is being a pain, nothing new there. Am extremely sick of hanging with her.:P Sincerely. /Missing him, wish my attempts at making me hate him would be more successful. Think carefully-crafted emails that show hurtful lack of trust. Pft. Yes, I shall remember that and be mightily angry!>:( *20 second lag*Okay not working./yogurt!/jcians are kinda endearing but scary in that they are all super industrious...Everyone walks around like they can't waste a minute, ohmyshit I feel so inefficient/Homosexuals/Halloween costumes/Snow/Pending HK trip/Korean dramas!/Monster dog :(/Promos, detention, breakfast club!/Dad/Guitar, me wants purple or pink guitar pickkkkk D:/ Hungry:( Musn't succumb. Should've been born a guy.:(

Hi today I had Yami Yogurt after school, happy~! K bye.

They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out

"...when you think you've got the world all sussed out." I don't know what it actually means in the song but I think this line is so nice. Popularity is fugged and so is assimilating for the sake of assimilating, making yourself feel good only for awhile, self-seeking, sycophancy(I don't know if thats a real word). Its all such bullshit I could die, have my ashes thrown all over Adam Brody, then die again(okay that was dumb probably not). All grand aucun non non nononnonnonnnnnnnnnnnn. Non!

Haven't had photos for so long. These are mostly Diana's lovely photography. On a side note I am tan and hid, its bothering me!): Oh well okay moving on, today was productive, went and studied at east coast's bk with Regina, like really early, can't believe I managed to wake up. The plans for after 21st October are building up, some already concrete, yay I am so psyched!!:D Ahhh and Mika's new album. Wanna switch to vinyl, like so bad. Love "We Are Golden". Anyway should sleep soon, school tomorrow and boy do I hate my wednesday timetable! RAWR.