no, you just say bingo -.-

We finally found fly. Happy day. Caught up over lunch at MOF it was really empty today, dunno why. Anyhoo three months more and this year is finally over, can't wait! It's been:

1) Pretty vile.

2) Dysfunctional.

3) Tiring.

4) Exhausting.

5) Super Sickly (omshit my obsession with alliteration is growing)

6) An academic flop.

On the flipside...Well there have been tiny bits of flipside, thank God.

And this probably sounds pretentious(if you think so then ask yourself why), but whatever, here's the new TO-DO list:

1) Keep to my rules (which go something like..#1 Live clean, #2 Be brave... #3 Don't follow people/alternativism... Gay stuff like that.)

2) Stop being vulgar on this page (kids D: gaah yesss I'm sorry!! Me forgets who actually reads this nonsense ):)

3) Stop saying stuff like "if you think so then ask yourself...", it sounds preachy and totally Dad.

3) Say "like" less.

4) Stop caring about things that don't don't matter and start caring about things that do.

5) Don't judge people, don't focus on flaws, don't sweat the small stuff.

6) Laugh less. Or at least more appropriately.

7) Save cash.

8) Eat more fruit.

9) Treat everyone equally.

10) Write ideas down.

11) Create things.

12) Be fair and objective (yeah stick the idiot who said that I always think I'm right, cos I don't).

13) Don't be quick to assume/accuse (take that >:(...)

14) Put in effort where effort's due.(Reallyreallyreally need to start doing this).

15) Don't be afraid to be awkward/make mistakes.

16) Pick something to believe in, believe in it well.

17) Pick carefully.

18) Trust only yourself and take responsiblity for anything you had a part in.

19) Just be responsible, period.

20) Don't be a coward, do the most difficult things first(gotta rmb this one).

21) Be humble, share things, help those in need.

22) Stop comparing yourself to others, don't be too anal about originality.

23) Do not be materialistic, EVER.

27) Try to do all these things, whether people think you're an anal shrew or not.

Yup kay better stop here, could go on forever. And I admit this list isn't just for me(kidsssss D:). But yessss good to try to do, I realised that these simple things have come to mean alot in both simple and unsimple situations. And yea I screw up alot, but I don't always!

I'm very unwise. Hedonistic. Less than two more weeks, its idiotic that we don't have a study break.

is it enough, is it enough to be sunny and dumb

So got the boy who knew too much. Kinda messy but oh well.

Vocals still rock. Yay love it love it.

By the looks of it promos are gonna be nasty.

Not gonna get the amusing kinda rise from mum and dad.

If you asked me to describe myself, I'd say I was ordinary and wussy.

and we all fall down

Cute eh. Introducing new best friend(cousin's dog)! Dogs are so count on-able.

My new neighbours are making me miss being a child. Yesterday they ran around a tiny fire, burning cards. The day before that they played army. Damn I miss that.

sigh

Flunked both papers.
GP, most important subject. Can't imagine.
Papa's disappointment. Wrote like a retard with a capital T.
[insert melodramatic gulp and stare into space@.@]
Like my worst fuckingcuntlicking essay. Whattheshit is wrong with me.
And guessing they won't moderate because..Well just because. RAWR.
!#^&*(%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chinese. Why didn't I take malay goddamnit. Can't even read the knn karate noodle neverland question.

Splitting head. Tired.
Think I've made even more progress with indon than in my whole ten years of chinese education.
On brightside. Have a whole bunch of copics. Yay thanks peggysue. Thanks alot.
Yest, very strange day. Accquaintance from lit offers and prints us extra notes.
Asked nothing in return for his effort. Hands over notes with kind smile, nothing but.
Then I also drop files in the sink in girls toilet(daily dose of klutzicism).
And some random girl picks them up and starts wiping them dry. All the while she keeps
her head lowered and doesn't utter a word.

And when I say random I mean really random like I don't know her or any of her friends.
The wonders of quiet humble kind people.

People we don't even notice everyday for the want of flashy items or a pretty face.

BAD POSTURE. Deteriorating, look like shit in shit in faeces in turd in poop in crap in.

Run. Dance. Cycle. Excercise. Paint. Don't waste energy making small pretentious talk(not refering to anyone at the mo).

The world makes sense again.

Oh and Mass comm never looked so good.

Feeling really I don't know,

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Disjointed? K bye gotta get over it and try to salvage other subjects. Peace.

it cracks and barks like primal music

Ponned today, did work the whole day, and still not finished. Looks like there isn't gonna be any sleep tonight. Java chip...@.@ ): And a better faster brain.

cos it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time

Its paining! Arhhh. So I spent last night talking to the dog, coming to conclude what a sucky, uncaring horrible barnicle(yes, I finally came up with a word to describe the incurable clinginess) I've been. But God does it hurt to not be able to tell him how grateful I am for all the things he's done for me, and to not be able to do anything in return.

Rawr okay enough moping, gonna do work now. One essay done, four more to go. And I'm not gonna get it done by sitting here complaining. SO BYE PEACE OUT.